Sot dua t\u00eb dal
nga heshtja e dit\u00ebve t\u00eb r\u00ebnda
dhe t’i them jet\u00ebs:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eja!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mos u tremb
se nuk t\u00eb pres m\u00eb
me duar t\u00eb mbledhura
dhe me syt\u00eb nga toka.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kam ardhur t\u00eb t\u00eb takoj
me fytyr\u00ebn drejt diellit,
edhe n\u00ebse ret\u00eb
kan\u00eb vendosur t\u00eb m\u00eb shoq\u00ebrojn\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Le t\u00eb ngrihet deti…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Le t\u00eb b\u00ebhen dallg\u00ebt<\/p>\n\n\n\n
sa nj\u00eb mal<\/p>\n\n\n\n
dhe era t\u00eb m\u00eb trazoj\u00eb flok\u00ebt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un\u00eb do t\u00eb jem aty,
duke qeshur me er\u00ebn,
duke i th\u00ebn\u00eb detit:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u00eb provo!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kam m\u00ebsuar t\u00eb mos e humbas veten
sa her\u00eb q\u00eb bota tundet.
Nuk dua nj\u00eb jet\u00eb
pa stuhi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dua nj\u00eb zem\u00ebr
q\u00eb nuk harron t\u00eb rrah\u00eb
kur d\u00ebgjon bubullim\u00ebn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dua nj\u00eb shpirt<\/p>\n\n\n\n
q\u00eb di t\u00eb gjej\u00eb nj\u00eb k\u00ebng\u00eb
edhe n\u00eb mes t\u00eb shiut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dua t\u00eb shoh
nj\u00eb lule t\u00eb vog\u00ebl
q\u00eb \u00e7el pran\u00eb nj\u00eb muri t\u00eb lagur
dhe t\u00eb kuptoj
se jeta nuk dor\u00ebzohet leht\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sa shum\u00eb dallg\u00eb<\/p>\n\n\n\n
kan\u00eb kaluar mbi mua…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Disa m\u00eb kan\u00eb lodhur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
disa m\u00eb kan\u00eb rr\u00ebzuar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
disa m\u00eb kan\u00eb l\u00ebn\u00eb
t\u00eb heshtur p\u00ebr gjat\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Por asnj\u00ebra
nuk arriti t\u00eb m\u00eb merrte
at\u00eb drit\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl
q\u00eb kam ruajtur
thell\u00eb n\u00eb shpirt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dhe sot<\/p>\n\n\n\n
dua ta nxjerr n\u00eb drit\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ta l\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb ndri\u00e7oj\u00eb fytyr\u00ebn.
Ta l\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshjen
t\u00eb m\u00eb kthehet n\u00eb sy,
n\u00eb z\u00eb,
n\u00eb \u00e7do hap.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sepse nuk dua
t\u00eb pres q\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka t\u00eb b\u00ebhet mir\u00eb
p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb e lumtur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dua t\u00eb jem mir\u00eb
edhe gjat\u00eb rrug\u00ebs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Edhe kur m\u00eb lag shiu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Edhe kur k\u00ebpuc\u00ebt
m\u00eb r\u00ebndohen nga balta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Edhe kur rruga
nuk m\u00eb tregon
ku do t\u00eb m\u00eb \u00e7oj\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un\u00eb do t\u00eb ec.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Do t\u00eb ndalem ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb,
do t\u00eb marr frym\u00eb,
do t\u00eb shikoj qiellin
dhe pastaj
do t\u00eb vazhdoj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ndoshta k\u00ebshtu \u00ebsht\u00eb jeta…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nj\u00eb det i madh<\/p>\n\n\n\n
ku nuk mund t\u00eb zgjedhim
sa t\u00eb larta do t\u00eb jen\u00eb dallg\u00ebt,
por mund t\u00eb zgjedhim
si do t’i presim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un\u00eb?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Do t’i pres<\/p>\n\n\n\n
me zemr\u00ebn hapur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Me duart drejt er\u00ebs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Me shpirtin plot drit\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dhe n\u00ebse nj\u00eb dallg\u00eb
m\u00eb \u00e7on larg bregut,
do t\u00eb m\u00ebsoj
t\u00eb notoj m\u00eb mir\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00ebse nj\u00eb stuhi
ma mbulon diellin,
do ta mbaj mend
se dielli \u00ebsht\u00eb ende aty,
diku pas reve.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dhe kur t\u00eb hapet qielli,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
nuk do t\u00eb pyes
sa gjat\u00eb zgjati shiu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Do t\u00eb buz\u00ebqesh.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Do t\u00eb marr n\u00eb sy<\/p>\n\n\n\n
at\u00eb cop\u00ebz\u00ebn e kalt\u00ebr<\/p>\n\n\n\n
q\u00eb shfaqet mes reve
dhe do t’i them vetes:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ja ku \u00ebsht\u00eb!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jeta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ende k\u00ebtu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ende e bukur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ende duke m\u00eb thirrur
t\u00eb jetoj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Prandaj,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
le t\u00eb vij\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb vij\u00eb…
Dallg\u00eb,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
er\u00eb,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
shi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
stuhi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un\u00eb nuk do t’ia dor\u00ebzoj
buz\u00ebqeshjen time
asnj\u00ebr\u00ebs prej tyre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sepse zemra ime
nuk ka lindur
vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr dit\u00ebt e qeta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ajo ka m\u00ebsuar
t\u00eb k\u00ebndoj\u00eb edhe n\u00eb dallg\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dhe shpirti im…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
ah, shpirti im,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
do t\u00eb vazhdoj\u00eb t\u00eb buz\u00ebqesh\u00eb,
sa her\u00eb q\u00eb jeta
t\u00eb m\u00eb thot\u00eb:
..Shiko sa e madhe \u00ebsht\u00eb vala!..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un\u00eb do t’i p\u00ebrgjigjem:
Po…
por shiko sa i madh
\u00ebsht\u00eb shpirti im.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Sot dua t\u00eb dalnga heshtja e dit\u00ebve t\u00eb r\u00ebndadhe t’i them jet\u00ebs: Eja! Mos u trembse nuk t\u00eb pres m\u00ebme duar t\u00eb mbledhuradhe me syt\u00eb nga toka. Kam ardhur t\u00eb t\u00eb takojme fytyr\u00ebn drejt diellit,edhe n\u00ebse ret\u00ebkan\u00eb vendosur t\u00eb m\u00eb shoq\u00ebrojn\u00eb. Le t\u00eb ngrihet deti… Le t\u00eb b\u00ebhen dallg\u00ebt sa nj\u00eb mal dhe era t\u00eb […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":24280,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[44],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-24279","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-letersi"},"yoast_head":"\n