Sonte u zgjova papritur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nuk m\u00eb zgjoi ndonj\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr, as ndonj\u00eb zhurm\u00eb e nat\u00ebs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u00eb zgjoi nj\u00eb arom\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nj\u00eb arom\u00eb e zakonshme p\u00ebr bot\u00ebn, por jo p\u00ebr mua.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ajo erdhi leht\u00eb, si nj\u00eb frym\u00ebmarrje e humbur n\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00eb, dhe u ndal mbi mua.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00eb fillim nuk e kuptova.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mora frym\u00eb edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pastaj edhe nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dhe zemra ime u drodh.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sepse e njoha.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O Zot, si e njoha…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mes gjith\u00eb aromave q\u00eb kam nuhatur n\u00eb jet\u00eb, mes gjith\u00eb njer\u00ebzve q\u00eb kam takuar, mes gjith\u00eb viteve q\u00eb kan\u00eb kaluar, un\u00eb e njoha menj\u00ebher\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Si mundi shpirti im ta mbante mend?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Si mundi trupi im t\u00eb mos e harronte?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Si mundi koha t\u00eb marr\u00eb kaq shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra, e t\u00eb mos marr\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rrija ulur n\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00eb dhe qaja.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jo p\u00ebr arom\u00ebn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Por p\u00ebr kujtimin q\u00eb ajo solli me vete.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sepse n\u00eb at\u00eb \u00e7ast nuk ishte m\u00eb nj\u00eb arom\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ishin duart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ishin p\u00ebrqafimet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ishin dit\u00ebt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ishin net\u00ebt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ishin \u00ebndrrat q\u00eb dikur i quanim jet\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dhe papritur kuptova se kujtesa nuk jeton vet\u00ebm n\u00eb mendje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ajo fshihet n\u00eb l\u00ebkur\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00eb frym\u00ebmarrje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00eb ato vende t\u00eb shpirtit ku koha nuk arrin t\u00eb hyj\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kam menduar shpesh se njeriu harron.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kam besuar se vitet e b\u00ebjn\u00eb pun\u00ebn e tyre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kam besuar se dhimbjet plaken.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Por sonte e kuptova se disa dashuri nuk plaken kurr\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ato vet\u00ebm heshtin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fshihen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Presin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dhe nj\u00eb nat\u00eb t\u00eb vetme, kur ti mendon se gjith\u00e7ka ka mbaruar,
kthehen n\u00eb form\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb pamundur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jo si z\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jo si fytyr\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jo si kujtim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Por si arom\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dhe ti rri aty, n\u00eb mes t\u00eb nat\u00ebs, duke pyetur veten mes lot\u00ebve:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Si munde t\u00eb mbetesh kaq gjat\u00eb brenda meje, pa t\u00eb ndier?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Si munde t\u00eb jetosh kaq vite n\u00eb shpirtin tim, pa b\u00ebr\u00eb asnj\u00eb zhurm\u00eb?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dhe pse sonte, pas gjith\u00eb k\u00ebsaj kohe, erdhe vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb kujtuar se disa njer\u00ebz largohen nga jeta jon\u00eb,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
por nuk largohen kurr\u00eb nga ne.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Sonte u zgjova papritur. Nuk m\u00eb zgjoi ndonj\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr, as ndonj\u00eb zhurm\u00eb e nat\u00ebs. M\u00eb zgjoi nj\u00eb arom\u00eb. Nj\u00eb arom\u00eb e zakonshme p\u00ebr bot\u00ebn, por jo p\u00ebr mua. Ajo erdhi leht\u00eb, si nj\u00eb frym\u00ebmarrje e humbur n\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00eb, dhe u ndal mbi mua. N\u00eb fillim nuk e kuptova. Mora frym\u00eb edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb. Pastaj edhe […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":23988,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[44],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-23987","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-letersi"},"yoast_head":"\n