M\u00eb Foli Shpirti N\u00eb Mes T\u00eb Nat\u00ebs<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nata nuk trokiti… ajo hyri ngadal\u00eb, u ul pran\u00eb meje dhe ndezi heshtjen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nuk m\u00eb zgjoi nj\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr. As zhurma e er\u00ebs. M\u00eb zgjoi shpirti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ai nuk duronte m\u00eb t\u00eb mbante brenda aq shum\u00eb pyetje pa p\u00ebrgjigje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u00eb pyeti:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Thuam\u00eb, pse njeriu vrapon kaq shum\u00eb, kur e di se koha nuk ndalet p\u00ebr ask\u00ebnd?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pse num\u00ebron dit\u00ebt sikur t\u00eb ishin t\u00eb pafundme, kur nj\u00eb frym\u00ebmarrje mjafton q\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka t\u00eb marr\u00eb fund?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dhe un\u00eb heshta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sepse nuk dija \u00e7’t’i thosha.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ai vazhdoi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pse nd\u00ebrtohen mure m\u00eb shpejt se ura?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pse fjal\u00ebt dalin si thika nga goja e njer\u00ebzve, pa menduar se ku do t\u00eb bien?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A nuk e din\u00eb vall\u00eb se \u00e7do zem\u00ebr ka plag\u00ebt e veta? Se buz\u00ebqeshja \u00ebsht\u00eb shpesh maska m\u00eb e bukur e nj\u00eb dhimbjeje t\u00eb madhe?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mbeta pa z\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Shpirti m\u00eb shikoi me nj\u00eb trishtim q\u00eb vet\u00ebm ai di ta mbaj\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pastaj m\u00eb tha:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kam par\u00eb njer\u00ebz q\u00eb punojn\u00eb nga lindja e diellit deri n\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00eb, duke harruar t\u00eb p\u00ebrqafojn\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebt, t\u00eb d\u00ebgjojn\u00eb prind\u00ebrit, t\u00eb shohin qiellin, t\u00eb fal\u00ebnderojn\u00eb p\u00ebr frym\u00ebn q\u00eb marrin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kam par\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb q\u00eb kan\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka, por nuk u mjafton asgj\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dhe kam par\u00eb edhe zemra t\u00eb pasura, q\u00eb nuk zot\u00ebrojn\u00eb asgj\u00eb, ve\u00e7 mir\u00ebsis\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nata u b\u00eb edhe m\u00eb e qet\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yjet rrinin pezull, sikur d\u00ebgjonin rr\u00ebfimin tim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
At\u00ebher\u00eb shpirti m\u00eb pyeti p\u00ebrs\u00ebri:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pse e kemi kaq t\u00eb leht\u00eb t\u00eb gjykojm\u00eb, por kaq t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb t\u00eb kuptojm\u00eb?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pse e harrojm\u00eb se edhe ne jemi udh\u00ebtar\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb tok\u00eb?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pse sillemi sikur do t\u00eb jetojm\u00eb p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb, kur \u00e7do agim na afron me mbr\u00ebmjen e fundit?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nj\u00eb lot m\u00eb ra pa zhurm\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jo nga d\u00ebshp\u00ebrimi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Por sepse nuk gjeta asnj\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigje q\u00eb ta qet\u00ebsonte shpirtin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb mendim m\u00eb p\u00ebrshkoi zemr\u00ebn:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ndoshta nuk kemi ardhur p\u00ebr t\u00eb fituar bot\u00ebn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ndoshta kemi ardhur p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos humbur veten.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
P\u00ebr t\u00eb mos l\u00ebnduar kur mund t\u00eb sh\u00ebrojm\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
P\u00ebr t\u00eb mos urryer kur mund t\u00eb falim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
P\u00ebr t\u00eb mos kaluar pran\u00eb lot\u00ebve t\u00eb dikujt me syt\u00eb mbyllur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sepse n\u00eb fund, kur t\u00eb shuhet edhe drita e fundit,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
askush nuk do t\u00eb na pyes\u00eb sa pasuri grumbulluam, sa duartrokitje mor\u00ebm, sa lart u ngjit\u00ebm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Por ndoshta do t\u00eb mbetet vet\u00ebm kjo pyetje:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sa zemra ngroht\u00eb me pranin\u00eb t\u00ebnde?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dhe nata…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
si nj\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00eb q\u00eb p\u00ebrkund f\u00ebmij\u00ebn e saj,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
mblodhi t\u00eb gjitha pyetjet e mia, i mb\u00ebshtolli me heshtje, i ngriti drejt qiellit dhe m\u00eb p\u00ebshp\u00ebriti:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vazhdo t\u00eb jesh drit\u00eb… edhe kur bota zgjedh err\u00ebsir\u00ebn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sepse shpirtrat nuk maten me at\u00eb q\u00eb kan\u00eb, por me dashurin\u00eb q\u00eb l\u00ebn\u00eb pas.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
M\u00eb Foli Shpirti N\u00eb Mes T\u00eb Nat\u00ebs Nata nuk trokiti… ajo hyri ngadal\u00eb, u ul pran\u00eb meje dhe ndezi heshtjen. Nuk m\u00eb zgjoi nj\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr. As zhurma e er\u00ebs. M\u00eb zgjoi shpirti. Ai nuk duronte m\u00eb t\u00eb mbante brenda aq shum\u00eb pyetje pa p\u00ebrgjigje. M\u00eb pyeti: Thuam\u00eb, pse njeriu vrapon kaq shum\u00eb, kur e di […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":23877,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[44],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-23876","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-letersi"},"yoast_head":"\n