N\u00eb or\u00ebn gjasht\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebngjesit, bota mb\u00ebrrin pa vones\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Drita e bojlerit ndizet n\u00eb kuzhin\u00eb, nj\u00eb sy i vog\u00ebl i verdh\u00eb q\u00eb ka vigjiluar edhe kur un\u00eb flija. Uji ngjitet n\u00ebp\u00ebr tubat e pallatit me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn trysni si dje. D\u00ebgjoj hapat e fqinjit sip\u00ebr, shkarkimin e ujit, nj\u00eb koll\u00eb t\u00eb mbytur pas murit, ashensorin q\u00eb zbret bosh dhe ndalet n\u00eb katin p\u00ebrdhes. Pallati zgjohet pjes\u00eb-pjes\u00eb. Vet\u00ebm mekanizmi i tij duket se nuk ka fjetur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vendos dor\u00ebn n\u00ebn rubinet dhe pres q\u00eb uji t\u00eb ngrohet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nuk mendoj p\u00ebr rezervuar\u00ebt, tubacionet, pun\u00ebtor\u00ebt e turnit t\u00eb nat\u00ebs, nd\u00ebrtesat ku dikush ka mbajtur n\u00ebn v\u00ebzhgim trysnin\u00eb, temperatur\u00ebn, furnizimin. Nuk mendoj p\u00ebr asgj\u00eb nga ato q\u00eb duhet t\u00eb ken\u00eb funksionuar q\u00eb kjo ngroht\u00ebsi t\u00eb mb\u00ebrrij\u00eb deri n\u00eb p\u00ebll\u00ebmb\u00ebn time. E marr si\u00e7 merret fryma: pa mir\u00ebnjohje, pa dyshim, pa pyetje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb marr\u00ebveshja e par\u00eb e dit\u00ebs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kafeja ka shijen q\u00eb kam zgjedhur. E kam marr\u00eb vet\u00eb nga rafti, pasi kam krahasuar \u00e7mimin, arom\u00ebn, vendin e prodhimit. Filxhanin e kam bler\u00eb gjat\u00eb nj\u00eb udh\u00ebtimi. Perdet i kam zgjedhur vet\u00eb. Edhe tryeza ku mb\u00ebshtes b\u00ebrrylat \u00ebsht\u00eb mbetja e nj\u00eb pasditeje t\u00eb kaluar mes dyqaneve, n\u00eb koh\u00ebn kur ende besoja se nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi nd\u00ebrtohej duke zgjedhur sendet q\u00eb do t\u00eb vendosja brenda saj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Telefoni dridhet mbi tavolin\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00eb ekran mund t\u00eb shoh d\u00ebbor\u00ebn n\u00eb Island\u00eb, burs\u00ebn e Tokios, fytyr\u00ebn e nj\u00eb burri q\u00eb po ha m\u00ebngjes n\u00eb an\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb bot\u00ebs. Mund t\u2019i shkruaj nj\u00eb ministri se \u00ebsht\u00eb g\u00ebnjeshtar, ta kthej n\u00eb karikatur\u00eb dhe ta shp\u00ebrndaj para se kafeja t\u00eb ftohet. Askush nuk do t\u00eb vij\u00eb t\u00eb ma thyej\u00eb der\u00ebn p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb. Ligji q\u00ebndron diku mbi kok\u00ebn time, i shkruar n\u00eb nj\u00eb gjuh\u00eb q\u00eb nuk e kam lexuar kurr\u00eb deri n\u00eb fund, dhe m\u00eb garanton se mendimi im m\u00eb p\u00ebrket.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dal nga sht\u00ebpia me at\u00eb ndjesin\u00eb e leht\u00eb se dita q\u00eb kam p\u00ebrpara \u00ebsht\u00eb ende e paprekur. Nj\u00eb sip\u00ebrfaqe ku dora ime do t\u00eb l\u00ebr\u00eb shenj\u00ebn e vet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
E rrotulloj \u00e7el\u00ebsin dy her\u00eb n\u00eb brav\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ashensori mban er\u00eb lag\u00ebshtir\u00eb dhe metal t\u00eb ftoht\u00eb. N\u00eb pasqyr\u00ebn e ngusht\u00eb t\u00eb kabin\u00ebs fytyra m\u00eb duket m\u00eb e lodhur nga \u00e7\u2019e mendoja para pak minutash n\u00eb banj\u00eb. Rregulloj jak\u00ebn, kaloj dor\u00ebn mbi flok\u00eb, shoh numrat q\u00eb bien: pes\u00eb, kat\u00ebr, tre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kur dera hapet, dita \u00ebsht\u00eb ende e imja.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pastaj ndaloj te furra e buk\u00ebs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7mimi i buk\u00ebs ka ndryshuar me disa qindarka. Shit\u00ebsja pas banakut ma thot\u00eb me z\u00eb t\u00eb ul\u00ebt, sikur k\u00ebrkon falje p\u00ebr nj\u00eb faj q\u00eb nuk e ka kryer. Pas saj, buk\u00ebt jan\u00eb rreshtuar si \u00e7do m\u00ebngjes, t\u00eb ngrohta, t\u00eb nj\u00ebjta, me \u00e7arjet e holla mbi kore. I jap kart\u00ebmonedh\u00ebn dhe, p\u00ebr nj\u00eb \u00e7ast, m\u00eb duket sikur peshon m\u00eb pak se dje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Diku, gjat\u00eb nat\u00ebs, nj\u00eb anije nuk kaloi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nj\u00eb urdh\u00ebr u dha n\u00eb nj\u00eb dhom\u00eb ku askush nuk e ngriti z\u00ebrin. Nj\u00eb burr\u00eb vuri firm\u00ebn n\u00eb fund t\u00eb nj\u00eb faqeje, nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr shtyu nj\u00eb hart\u00eb mbi tavolin\u00eb, nj\u00eb ekran u mbush me numra dhe dikush tha se rreziku ishte i pranuesh\u00ebm. Ndoshta jasht\u00eb asaj salle binte shi. Ndoshta nj\u00eb pastruese priste q\u00eb ata t\u00eb largoheshin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un\u00eb nuk do ta di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Do t\u00eb di vet\u00ebm se buka kushton m\u00eb shum\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vendimi udh\u00ebton pa trup. Kalon kufij, detra, zyra, ekrane. Zhvishet rrug\u00ebs nga fytyra q\u00eb e mori dhe, kur arrin tek un\u00eb, duket sikur nuk e ka marr\u00eb askush. \u00cbsht\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb rrethan\u00eb. \u00cbsht\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb treg. \u00cbsht\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb kriz\u00eb. \u00cbsht\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb fjali pasive n\u00eb lajmet e m\u00ebngjesit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7mimet u rrit\u00ebn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kushtet ndryshuan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Masat u mor\u00ebn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Askush nuk shfaqet n\u00eb gramatik\u00ebn e pasoj\u00ebs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mosha kur gjunj\u00ebt e mi do t\u00eb lejohen t\u00eb pushojn\u00eb, p\u00ebrqindja q\u00eb do t\u00eb hiqet nga paga para se parat\u00eb t\u00eb prekin dor\u00ebn time, \u00e7mimi i drit\u00ebs q\u00eb ndizet mbi kok\u00ebn e nj\u00eb f\u00ebmije kur ai b\u00ebn detyrat, t\u00eb gjitha kan\u00eb kaluar n\u00ebp\u00ebr duart e njer\u00ebzve q\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb m\u00eb shohin kurr\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Megjithat\u00eb, n\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje, jam un\u00eb ajo q\u00eb b\u00ebn llogarit\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ulem n\u00eb kuzhin\u00eb, aty ku dita filloi me drit\u00ebn e bojlerit, dhe p\u00ebrkul kok\u00ebn mbi faturat. Heq nj\u00eb udh\u00ebtim. Shtyj vizit\u00ebn te dentisti. Vendos q\u00eb ngrohja t\u00eb ndizet nj\u00eb or\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb. Pres di\u00e7ka nga vetja pa e quajtur humbje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nuk them: dikush vendosi p\u00ebr mua.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Them: duhet t\u00eb jem m\u00eb e kujdesshme.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vendimi \u00ebsht\u00eb marr\u00eb larg, por faji ka mb\u00ebrritur n\u00eb vet\u00ebn e par\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nuk fitova mjaftuesh\u00ebm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nuk kurseva mjaftuesh\u00ebm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nuk parashikova.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nuk u p\u00ebrshtata.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebri, pushtetin e njihja nga z\u00ebri. Ishte babai q\u00eb thoshte jo, m\u00ebsuesi q\u00eb m\u00eb nxirrte para klas\u00ebs, polici q\u00eb ngrinte dor\u00ebn, drejtori pas nj\u00eb dere t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb. Pushteti kishte fytyr\u00eb dhe, pik\u00ebrisht sepse kishte fytyr\u00eb, mund t\u00eb urrehej. Mund t\u2019ia drejtoje zem\u00ebrimin nj\u00eb goje, nj\u00eb dore, nj\u00eb emri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tani ai vjen pa trokitur dhe pa hyr\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nuk ma thyen brav\u00ebn. Ndryshon interesin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nuk ma merr sht\u00ebpin\u00eb me ushtar\u00eb. E b\u00ebn t\u00eb pap\u00ebrballueshme.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nuk m\u00eb ndalon t\u00eb largohem. E rrit \u00e7mimin e largimit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nuk m\u00eb urdh\u00ebron t\u00eb punoj m\u00eb gjat\u00eb. E l\u00eb pag\u00ebn aty ku \u00ebsht\u00eb dhe pret q\u00eb ta kuptoj vet\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Askush nuk ma v\u00eb dor\u00ebn mbi qaf\u00eb. Mjafton q\u00eb dyshemeja t\u00eb zhvendoset me pak milimetra \u00e7do vit. Trupi p\u00ebrshtatet. Shpina anohet. Gjumi b\u00ebhet m\u00eb i leht\u00eb. Frika hyn n\u00eb zakone dhe humbet emrin e saj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Edhe un\u00eb vazhdoj t\u00eb zgjedh.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zgjedh bank\u00ebn q\u00eb do t\u00eb m\u00eb jap\u00eb kredin\u00eb, jo kushtet q\u00eb do ta b\u00ebjn\u00eb at\u00eb t\u00eb durueshme. Zgjedh qytetin ku dua t\u00eb jetoj, derisa qiraja t\u00eb zgjedh\u00eb p\u00ebr mua. Zgjedh profesionin dhe pastaj kaloj vitet duke mbrojtur vendin e pun\u00ebs nga vendime q\u00eb merren larg meje. Zgjedh kujt t\u2019ia jap vot\u00ebn mes njer\u00ebzve q\u00eb do t\u00eb hyjn\u00eb n\u00eb dhoma ku un\u00eb mbetem jasht\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kam shum\u00eb dyer p\u00ebrpara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vet\u00ebm m\u00eb von\u00eb v\u00ebrej se hapen n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin korridor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mund t\u00eb zgjedh ngjyr\u00ebn e murit, por jo sa vite t\u00eb jet\u00ebs sime duhet t\u00eb shes p\u00ebr ta paguar dhom\u00ebn. Mund t\u00eb zgjedh muzik\u00ebn gjat\u00eb rrug\u00ebs p\u00ebr n\u00eb pun\u00eb, por jo koh\u00ebn q\u00eb ajo rrug\u00eb m\u00eb merr \u00e7do dit\u00eb. Mund ta shaj fytyr\u00ebn q\u00eb shfaqet n\u00eb lajme.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kur nj\u00eb vendim prek buk\u00ebn, ngrohjen, koh\u00ebn, trupin, t\u00eb ardhmen, un\u00eb hyj brenda tij vet\u00ebm pasi ai \u00ebsht\u00eb marr\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ndoshta liria nuk m\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb marr\u00eb. Do ta kisha v\u00ebn\u00eb re. Ndoshta \u00ebsht\u00eb zvog\u00ebluar me aq durim sa kam vazhduar ta quaj me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin em\u00ebr. Ka mbetur e paprekur atje ku nuk rrezikon asgj\u00eb: n\u00eb zgjedhjen e filxhanit, n\u00eb ngjyr\u00ebn e perdeve, n\u00eb fjal\u00ebt q\u00eb hedh n\u00eb ekran.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u00eb lejohet t\u00eb kund\u00ebrshtoj fytyrat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vendimet vazhdojn\u00eb t\u00eb vijn\u00eb pa fytyr\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dikur, njeriu i bindur e dinte se po bindej. Urdhri vinte nga jasht\u00eb dhe p\u00ebrplasej me t\u00eb. Edhe kur ulte kok\u00ebn, mund t\u00eb mendonte: kjo nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb jeta ime; ma kan\u00eb marr\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un\u00eb rrall\u00eb e them k\u00ebt\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Them se jam realiste.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fjal\u00ebt jan\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb buta nd\u00ebrsa jeta \u00ebsht\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb m\u00eb e ngusht\u00eb. Braktisjen e quaj zgjedhje. Lodhjen e quaj angazhim. Frik\u00ebn e quaj p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsi. Largimin e detyruar e quaj k\u00ebrkim mund\u00ebsish. Pamund\u00ebsin\u00eb e quaj koh\u00eb t\u00eb pap\u00ebrshtatshme. Vitet q\u00eb puna ia heq trupit tim i quaj karrier\u00eb. Aft\u00ebsin\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb duruar goditjen tjet\u00ebr e quaj pjekuri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gjuha vjen pas meje dhe pastron vendin e ngjarjes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nuk mbetet gjak. Vet\u00ebm terma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nj\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje, n\u00eb bank\u00eb, m\u00eb dhan\u00eb disa faqe p\u00ebr t\u00eb firmosur. Punonj\u00ebsja i shtyu drejt meje me nj\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshje t\u00eb lodhur dhe m\u00eb tregoi vendet ku duhej t\u00eb vendosja emrin. Firmosa nj\u00eb her\u00eb, pastaj p\u00ebrs\u00ebri, pastaj n\u00eb fund t\u00eb faqes tjet\u00ebr. Nuk i lexova t\u00eb gjitha. Shkronjat ishin tep\u00ebr t\u00eb vogla dhe radha pas meje tep\u00ebr e gjat\u00eb. Diku brenda atyre paragraf\u00ebve pranova kushte q\u00eb nuk mund t\u2019i ndryshoja.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Firma ime nuk m\u00eb b\u00ebri pjes\u00eb t\u00eb vendimit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vet\u00ebm d\u00ebshmoi se ai kishte mb\u00ebrritur deri tek un\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Por un\u00eb kisha hyr\u00eb vet\u00eb n\u00eb bank\u00eb. Kisha k\u00ebrkuar \u00e7atin\u00eb, kredin\u00eb, vitet e ndara n\u00eb k\u00ebste, sigurin\u00eb se nj\u00eb cop\u00eb e bot\u00ebs do t\u00eb mbante emrin tim. Nuk m\u00eb kishin t\u00ebrhequr zvarr\u00eb deri te sporteli. E doja at\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. E doja \u00e7el\u00ebsin. E doja der\u00ebn q\u00eb mund ta mbyllja pas vetes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00eb fund t\u00eb faqes, firma ime nuk pranonte vet\u00ebm kushtet e tyre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pranonte edhe d\u00ebshir\u00ebn time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mekanizmi nuk q\u00ebndron vet\u00ebm p\u00ebrball\u00eb meje. Kalon p\u00ebrmes asaj q\u00eb dua. M\u00eb lidh jo vet\u00ebm me frik\u00ebn, por edhe me premtimin. M\u00eb jep uj\u00eb t\u00eb ngroht\u00eb, nj\u00eb dhom\u00eb, nj\u00eb pension t\u00eb mundsh\u00ebm, nj\u00eb mjek kur trupi prishet, rrug\u00eb mbi t\u00eb cilat mund t\u00eb largohem. M\u00eb kursen nga detyra p\u00ebr ta filluar bot\u00ebn \u00e7do m\u00ebngjes nga e para.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un\u00eb nuk di ta nd\u00ebrtoj tubin q\u00eb sjell ujin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nuk di ta prodhoj ila\u00e7in q\u00eb mund t\u00eb m\u00eb mbaj\u00eb gjall\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nuk di ta mbroj vet\u00ebm sht\u00ebpin\u00eb, t\u00eb ruaj monedh\u00ebn, t\u00eb shtroj rrug\u00ebn, t\u00eb prodhoj drit\u00ebn q\u00eb ndizet mbi tryez\u00eb. Jeta ime mb\u00ebshtetet mbi pun\u00ebn e njer\u00ebzve q\u00eb nuk i njoh dhe mbi vendime q\u00eb nuk mund t\u2019i marr vet\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kam nevoj\u00eb q\u00eb di\u00e7ka t\u00eb vazhdoj\u00eb edhe kur un\u00eb fle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Drita e bojlerit vigjilon p\u00ebr mua.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb vet\u00ebm syri i mekanizmit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cbsht\u00eb edhe ngroht\u00ebsia e tij.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ndoshta kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb arsyeja pse nuk thyhet asnj\u00eb xham.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Po t\u00eb ndalej e gjitha, nuk do t\u00eb fitoja papritur jet\u00ebn time. Do t\u00eb humbisja ujin, drit\u00ebn, ila\u00e7in, rrug\u00ebn, der\u00ebn q\u00eb mbyllet. Do t\u00eb mbetesha p\u00ebrball\u00eb nj\u00eb lirie aq t\u00eb plot\u00eb sa do t\u2019i ngjante braktisjes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje ka uj\u00eb t\u00eb ngroht\u00eb. Divani \u00ebsht\u00eb i but\u00eb. Frigoriferi punon. K\u00ebsti \u00ebsht\u00eb paguar edhe k\u00ebt\u00eb muaj. Jasht\u00eb mund t\u00eb ket\u00eb luft\u00eb, kriz\u00eb, uri, shembje, por dera ime ende mbyllet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
E rrotulloj \u00e7el\u00ebsin dy her\u00eb dhe e d\u00ebgjoj brav\u00ebn si nj\u00eb premtim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kam k\u00ebrkuar q\u00eb bota t\u00eb m\u00eb \u00e7lironte nga nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb e barr\u00ebs s\u00eb saj. Kam dashur q\u00eb uji t\u00eb vinte pa pyetur nga, q\u00eb monedha t\u00eb ruante vler\u00ebn e saj pa nd\u00ebrhyrjen time, q\u00eb nj\u00eb mjek t\u00eb m\u00eb priste n\u00eb fund t\u00eb korridorit, q\u00eb dikush t\u00eb mendonte p\u00ebr urat, kufijt\u00eb, furnizimin, dimrin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kam dor\u00ebzuar vendime jo vet\u00ebm sepse m\u2019i mor\u00ebn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I kam dor\u00ebzuar edhe sepse ishin t\u00eb r\u00ebnda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nuk mbaj mend \u00e7astin, ndoshta nuk pati nj\u00eb \u00e7ast. Autor\u00ebsia nuk largohet nga jeta me nj\u00eb akt t\u00eb vet\u00ebm. Jepet pak nga pak, sa her\u00eb q\u00eb zgjedh sigurin\u00eb n\u00eb vend t\u00eb pasiguris\u00eb, vazhdim\u00ebsin\u00eb n\u00eb vend t\u00eb rrezikut, dhom\u00ebn e ngroht\u00eb n\u00eb vend t\u00eb hap\u00ebsir\u00ebs s\u00eb hapur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dhoma ime \u00ebsht\u00eb e vog\u00ebl, por \u00ebsht\u00eb e ngroht\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jeta ime \u00ebsht\u00eb ngushtuar, por ende mban emrin tim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00eb vend q\u00eb t\u00eb pyes kush e ka nd\u00ebrtuar murin kaq pran\u00eb trupit tim, l\u00ebviz mobiljet dhe p\u00ebrpiqem t\u00eb fitoj edhe pak hap\u00ebsir\u00eb. Nuk jam vet\u00ebm e burgosura e k\u00ebsaj dhome. Jam edhe ajo q\u00eb ka zgjedhur perdet, q\u00eb ka varur fotografit\u00eb, q\u00eb ka k\u00ebrkuar nj\u00eb brav\u00eb t\u00eb fort\u00eb dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb qet\u00ebsuar nga zhurma e saj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nuk mund ta akuzoj murin pa prekur edhe duart e mia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gjurm\u00ebt e mia jan\u00eb edhe mbi tullat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00eb ashensor p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetem shkurt me fqinjin. E di se ai sip\u00ebr e ka ulur ngrohjen. Kam d\u00ebgjuar f\u00ebmij\u00ebn e tij t\u00eb qaj\u00eb nat\u00ebn, koll\u00ebn e gruas, grindjen e tyre p\u00ebr parat\u00eb. Edhe ai, ndoshta, m\u00eb ka d\u00ebgjuar mua. Muret jan\u00eb aq t\u00eb holla sa t\u00eb na zbulojn\u00eb jet\u00ebn dhe mjaftuesh\u00ebm t\u00eb trasha sa t\u00eb mos na bashkojn\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kur dera hapet, secili del n\u00eb katin e vet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Askush nuk pyet gj\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb vet\u00ebm pushteti q\u00eb na ndan. \u00cbsht\u00eb edhe ajo pak siguri q\u00eb secili ka arritur t\u00eb mbyll\u00eb pas der\u00ebs s\u00eb vet. Fqinji nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb vet\u00ebm njeriu me t\u00eb cilin ndaj t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn ngushtic\u00eb. \u00cbsht\u00eb edhe mund\u00ebsia q\u00eb kjo ngushtic\u00eb t\u00eb marr\u00eb fytyr\u00eb, t\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebrkoj\u00eb di\u00e7ka, t\u00eb m\u00eb detyroj\u00eb t\u00eb hap der\u00ebn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u00eb leht\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb ta d\u00ebgjoj koll\u00ebn e tij p\u00ebrmes murit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u00eb leht\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb t\u00eb ul ngrohjen time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, drita e bojlerit ndizet p\u00ebrs\u00ebri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Uji vjen n\u00ebp\u00ebr tuba. Telefoni dridhet. Nga ekrani mund t\u00eb shoh nj\u00eb vullkan, nj\u00eb luft\u00eb, nj\u00eb reklam\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb jet\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. Dal nga sht\u00ebpia, mbyll der\u00ebn dhe zbres me p\u00ebrshtypjen se dita \u00ebsht\u00eb ende e paprekur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Blej buk\u00ebn me \u00e7mimin e ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Punoj sipas nj\u00eb ore q\u00eb nuk e kam shpikur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Paguaj p\u00ebr vendime q\u00eb nuk i kam marr\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Por n\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje, kur kthehem n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin ashensor dhe shoh fytyr\u00ebn time n\u00ebn drit\u00ebn e ftoht\u00eb, nuk mund t\u00eb them m\u00eb se jeta ime ka l\u00ebvizur vet\u00ebm sipas nj\u00eb dore t\u00eb padukshme.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dora ime ka qen\u00eb aty.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ka firmosur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ka mbyllur der\u00ebn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ka rrotulluar rubinetin dhe ka pritur ujin e ngroht\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kur hyj n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, nuk e ndez menj\u00ebher\u00eb drit\u00ebn. Q\u00ebndroj disa sekonda n\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00eb, me \u00e7el\u00ebsat ende n\u00eb dor\u00eb. Nga kuzhina vjen drita e vog\u00ebl e bojlerit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
E verdh\u00eb. E qet\u00eb. E sakt\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
P\u00ebr nj\u00eb \u00e7ast mendoj ta fik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pastaj kujtoj ujin e ftoht\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebngjesit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dhe e l\u00eb ndezur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
N\u00eb or\u00ebn gjasht\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebngjesit, bota mb\u00ebrrin pa vones\u00eb. Drita e bojlerit ndizet n\u00eb kuzhin\u00eb, nj\u00eb sy i vog\u00ebl i verdh\u00eb q\u00eb ka vigjiluar edhe kur un\u00eb flija. Uji ngjitet n\u00ebp\u00ebr tubat e pallatit me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn trysni si dje. D\u00ebgjoj hapat e fqinjit sip\u00ebr, shkarkimin e ujit, nj\u00eb koll\u00eb t\u00eb mbytur pas murit, ashensorin […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":23020,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[44],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-23019","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-letersi"},"yoast_head":"\n