Ashtu si\u00e7 e nisa me qejf t\u00eb madh udh\u00ebtimin tim n\u00eb atdhe p\u00ebr festat e N\u00ebntorit, ashtu rezultoi n\u00eb fakt i gjith\u00eb ky udh\u00ebtim i imi. E kam quajtur k\u00ebt\u00eb udh\u00ebtim si m\u00eb t\u00eb bukurin e m\u00eb t\u00eb shijshmin e t\u00eb gjitha udh\u00ebtimeve t\u00eb mia. E para, se po kthehesha n\u00eb atdhe p\u00ebr festat e N\u00ebntorit, ku ora e sakt\u00eb e nisjes ishte 21:35 e dat\u00ebs 27\/11\/2025, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb, p\u00ebr fat, nisja ndodhi me nj\u00eb vones\u00eb t\u00eb pap\u00ebrfillshme, n\u00eb or\u00ebn 21:45.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pasi u akomodova n\u00eb ul\u00ebsen time, diku nga mesi i avionit, pran\u00eb dritares dhe dy zonjave, nj\u00ebra nga Velipoja dhe tjetra nga Preza, nisa t\u00eb lexoj v\u00ebllimin me poezi \u201cXheloze jam\u201d t\u00eb poetes Lola Shehi, t\u00eb cilin e kisha marr\u00eb enkas p\u00ebr ta lexuar p\u00ebrgjat\u00eb udh\u00ebtimit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pasi kisha lexuar disa poezi t\u00eb bukura, kur isha n\u00eb faqen 32 t\u00eb tij, konkretisht n\u00eb poezin\u00eb \u201cNuk ta kam borxh\u201d, zonja nga Velipoja, q\u00eb ishte m\u00eb pran\u00eb meje, si duket ishte dhe ajo duke lexuar bashk\u00eb me mua. N\u00eb nj\u00eb moment nisi t\u00eb qesh\u00eb me z\u00eb; ktheva kok\u00ebn dhe, duke m\u00eb par\u00eb n\u00eb sy, m\u00eb tha: \u201cSa bukur shkruaka, kam lexuar gati 8 poezi t\u00eb saj, por qenkan v\u00ebrtet shum\u00eb t\u00eb bukura.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
P\u00ebr t\u00eb mos krijuar nd\u00ebrprerje aty ku zonja e la, pohova: \u201cKam lexuar afro 25 poezi\u201d, \u2013 thash\u00eb \u2013 \u201cdhe n\u00ebse m\u00eb pyet se cil\u00ebn zgjedh si m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00ebn, s\u2019do t\u00eb dija ta b\u00ebja.\u201d
Me th\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb drejt\u00ebn, nj\u00eb v\u00ebllim poetik q\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrthith n\u00eb brendin\u00eb e tij e t\u00eb b\u00ebn p\u00ebr vete. Stili i poetes \u00ebsht\u00eb tep\u00ebr unik, \u00e7apk\u00ebne, guxues dhe i drejtp\u00ebrdrejt\u00eb, gj\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn e has mjaft bukur dhe shpesh n\u00eb vargun e saj, duke e b\u00ebr\u00eb poezin\u00eb tep\u00ebr t\u00ebrheq\u00ebse dhe mjaft t\u00eb arrir\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cXheloze jam\u201d i Lola Shehut p\u00ebrmban mbi 100 poezi t\u00eb thurura me bukurin\u00eb e shpirtit, duke p\u00ebrcjell\u00eb mesazhe t\u00eb forta njer\u00ebzore. Duke lexuar k\u00ebt\u00eb v\u00ebllim poetik, v\u00ebm\u00eb re gam\u00ebn e madhe t\u00eb tematikave q\u00eb poetja trajton. Kjo tregon ndjeshm\u00ebrin\u00eb e lart\u00eb t\u00eb poetes p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb i vret syt\u00eb, por edhe p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb e ngroh n\u00eb shpirt. Ajo varg\u00ebzon plot dhimbje p\u00ebr plag\u00ebt shoq\u00ebrore, por edhe ndjenjat e thella njer\u00ebzore, si dashuria, malli, dedikime prind\u00ebrve, n\u00ebn\u00ebs dhe babait t\u00eb saj, kujtimet e f\u00ebmij\u00ebris\u00eb dhe rinis\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Si\u00e7 tham\u00eb edhe m\u00eb lart, poetja Lola Shehi \u00ebsht\u00eb poete e ndjesive t\u00eb thella e t\u00eb sinqerta, gj\u00eb q\u00eb e b\u00ebn poezin\u00eb e saj t\u00eb prekshme e mjaft jetike. K\u00ebt\u00eb e v\u00ebrejm\u00eb mjaft qart\u00eb q\u00eb n\u00eb poezin\u00eb hap\u00ebse \u201cHapat e lodhur\u201d, ku poetja paraqet me shum\u00eb ndjeshm\u00ebri gjendjen e mjeruar t\u00eb mosh\u00ebs s\u00eb tret\u00eb, ku nj\u00eb i moshuar, pasi merr pensionin, paguan faturat e energjis\u00eb, ujit dhe ila\u00e7et e muajit, duke mbetur pa asnj\u00eb qindark\u00eb, q\u00eb s\u2019i mjaftojn\u00eb as p\u00ebr nj\u00eb kafe:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pushoi n\u00eb nj\u00eb stol t\u00eb drunjt\u00eb,
N\u00ebn hijen e lodhur t\u00eb nj\u00eb peme t\u00eb mo\u00e7me
T\u00eb lagte pak buz\u00ebn,
Nj\u00eb shishe uji kish marr\u00eb nga sht\u00ebpia
Kur hapat i ndali tek nj\u00eb kafene, aty pari
Nuk mundi t\u00eb futej,
Se me paret e mbetura, s\u2019i dilte llogaria.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dashuria z\u00eb nj\u00eb vend qendror n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb v\u00ebllim, e cila \u00ebsht\u00eb trajtuar mjaft bukur me pathos, ndjenj\u00eb dhe sinqeritet. Ja si shkruan ajo te poezia \u201cVazhdo m\u00eb g\u00ebnje\u201d:
Vazhdo m\u00eb thuaj pa ty s\u2019b\u00ebj dot
Q\u00eb s\u2019do m\u2019l\u00ebsh vet\u00ebm, vazhdo m\u00eb premto
Me g\u00ebnjeshtra t\u00eb vogla m\u00eb v\u00ebr n\u00eb gjum\u00eb
Se s\u2019m\u00eb merr gjumi pa ato\u2026
Poezia \u201cXheloze jam\u201d, prej nga ka marr\u00eb titullin ky v\u00ebllim poetik, \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb poezi e bukur me varg t\u00eb fort\u00eb dhe plot ndjenj\u00eb, q\u00eb nuk sugjeron thjesht nj\u00eb emocion personal, por nj\u00eb gjendje shpirt\u00ebrore q\u00eb shtrihet p\u00ebrtej marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnies \u00e7iftore:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eh sa shum\u00eb t\u00eb kam g\u00ebnjyer
Kur t\u2019kam th\u00ebn\u00eb xheloze s\u2019jam
Zemra rreh sa shqyen muret
Trupi m\u00eb dridhet si uragan<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dashuria n\u00eb vargun e saj nuk paraqitet vet\u00ebm si ndjenj\u00eb romantike, por edhe si gjendje ekzistenciale, si munges\u00eb, si p\u00ebrballje dhe si konflikt i brendsh\u00ebm, si p.sh. te poezia \u201cLarg dhe Af\u00ebr\u201d, sa bukur flasin vargjet me ndjenj\u00ebn:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00ebn shtrojen e bardh\u00eb etsh\u00ebm t\u00eb k\u00ebrkoj
Rr\u00ebmuj\u00eb e b\u00ebj shtratin, por s\u2019t\u00eb gjej aty
E mallkova \u00ebndrr\u00ebn, q\u00eb etjen s\u2019ma shoi
Etja m\u00eb ka mundur\u2026, trup, buz\u00eb e sy<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Por poetja i k\u00ebndon bukur edhe vetmis\u00eb, me nj\u00eb gjuh\u00eb t\u00eb pasur e t\u00eb fort\u00eb figurative, si tek poezia \u201cNata e ftoht\u00eb\u201d:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vetmia m\u2019rri pas shpine si shtrig\u00eb p\u00ebrrallash
Pastaj m\u2019del p\u00ebrball\u00eb, dhimbjen ma p\u00ebrqesh
Gishtat z\u00ebn\u00eb l\u00ebvizin, mblidhen b\u00ebhen grusht
Fytyr\u00ebn e ngerdheshur ia b\u00ebj p\u00ebrshesh.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb lib\u00ebr gjejm\u00eb poezi dedikuar prind\u00ebrve, n\u00ebn\u00ebs dhe babait, t\u00eb mbushura me dhimbje, mir\u00ebnjohje dhe dashuri p\u00ebr sakrificat e panum\u00ebrta t\u00eb tyre. Figura e n\u00ebn\u00ebs dhe e babait merr p\u00ebrmasa madh\u00ebshtore n\u00eb vargjet e poetes:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dashuria jote i shter oqeanet
Dashuria jote akullnajat shkrin
Ti je jeta q\u00eb dhuron jet\u00eb
Ti je dashuria mbi t\u00eb gjitha dashurit\u00eb
Ti, n\u00ebna ime, je dashuria vet\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sa bukur e shpreh dashurin\u00eb p\u00ebr baban\u00eb poetja n\u00eb poezin\u00eb \u201cBaba\u201d:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Llafazanes t\u00ebnde sot i paskan mbaruar t\u00eb gjitha fjal\u00ebt
E ku t\u2019i gjej metaforat q\u00eb p\u00ebrshkruajn\u00eb dashurin\u00eb p\u00ebr ty
Dashuria p\u00ebr ty \u00ebsht\u00eb edhe m\u00eb e lart\u00eb se malet
Edhe m\u00eb drit\u00eb se drita q\u00eb mbaj n\u00eb sy!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ose n\u00eb monologun e nd\u00ebrtuar me babain, te poezia e saj \u201cG\u00ebzuar baba\u201d:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00ebzuar, ba!
Merre got\u00ebn,
Apo ke pir\u00eb shum\u00eb,
Nuk b\u00ebn d\u00ebm nj\u00eb got\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr
T\u00eb kujtohet si paske th\u00ebn\u00eb kur erdha n\u00eb jet\u00eb?
I shtova bot\u00ebs edhe nj\u00eb kryevep\u00ebr<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Po ashtu, poetja Lola Shehi i k\u00ebndon bukur natyr\u00ebs, detit, yjeve, h\u00ebn\u00ebs dhe galaktik\u00ebs, duke krijuar nj\u00eb harmoni t\u00eb bukur mes ndjenj\u00ebs njer\u00ebzore, natyr\u00ebs dhe universit. Ja si shkruan poetja tek poezia \u201cZem\u00ebrim vjeshte\u201d:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aman vjesht\u00eb, ki m\u00ebshir\u00eb
Boll e lage dimrin plak
Ndalja lot\u00ebt k\u00ebtij qielli
L\u00ebre diellin t\u00eb ngroh\u00eb pak<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ose te poezia \u201cNj\u00eb flak\u00ebz\u201d:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ndizma, o qiell, nj\u00eb cigare
D\u00ebrgoma n\u00eb buz\u00eb nj\u00eb shkrep\u00ebtim\u00eb
M\u00eb mjafton nj\u00eb flak\u00ebz e vog\u00ebl fare
E bashk\u00eb me cigaren, t\u00eb ndizet shpirti im<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vargu i drejtp\u00ebrdrejt\u00eb, pa filtra t\u00eb panevojsh\u00ebm, ku fjala vjen e zhveshur nga retorika e r\u00ebnd\u00eb, vihet n\u00eb funksion t\u00eb ndjenj\u00ebs s\u00eb bukur dhe mesazhit q\u00eb p\u00ebrcjell. Gjuha e gjall\u00eb, e drejtp\u00ebrdrejt\u00eb, mjaft e pasur, arti i saj i \u00ebmb\u00ebl dhe karakteri i saj nj\u00eb\u00e7ik\u00eb \u00e7apk\u00ebn e i guximsh\u00ebm e b\u00ebjn\u00eb poezin\u00eb e saj unike n\u00eb stilin e saj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cXheloze jam\u201d \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb lib\u00ebr q\u00eb noton \u00ebmb\u00ebl n\u00eb shpirtin e lexuesit dhe nuk t\u00eb l\u00eb ta braktis\u00ebsh p\u00ebr asnj\u00eb \u00e7ast pa e p\u00ebrfunduar. Nj\u00eb v\u00ebllim poetik q\u00eb d\u00ebshmon p\u00ebrvoj\u00eb t\u00eb madhe poetike, pjekuri krijuese, ndjeshm\u00ebri t\u00eb thell\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb z\u00eb poetik t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb, si kontributore e padiskutueshme n\u00eb poezin\u00eb bashk\u00ebkohore shqiptare.
S\u00eb fundmi, dua t\u00eb shtoj me bindje t\u00eb plot\u00eb se jo vet\u00ebm lexova e notova n\u00eb vargjet e bukura t\u00eb k\u00ebtij v\u00ebllimi, por i ndjeva thell\u00eb n\u00eb shpirt, duke p\u00ebrjetuar \u00e7do ndjesi e varg t\u00eb tij.
Urime e respekt p\u00ebr Ju, poete vlerash letrare e njer\u00ebzore.
Suksese pafund n\u00eb krijimtarin\u00eb tuaj letrare.
Urim Mezini
Torino, 16\/01\/2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ashtu si\u00e7 e nisa me qejf t\u00eb madh udh\u00ebtimin tim n\u00eb atdhe p\u00ebr festat e N\u00ebntorit, ashtu rezultoi n\u00eb fakt i gjith\u00eb ky udh\u00ebtim i imi. E kam quajtur k\u00ebt\u00eb udh\u00ebtim si m\u00eb t\u00eb bukurin e m\u00eb t\u00eb shijshmin e t\u00eb gjitha udh\u00ebtimeve t\u00eb mia. E para, se po kthehesha n\u00eb atdhe p\u00ebr festat e […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":21541,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[44],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-21540","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-letersi"},"yoast_head":"\n