Qenkeshim dashur t\u00ebr\u00eb jet\u00ebn dhe nuk e paskemi ditur,
Grua e Jugut,
deri dit\u00ebn kur u ul\u00ebn n\u00eb nj\u00eb kafe
dhe pim\u00eb gll\u00ebnjk\u00eb pas gll\u00ebnjke nj\u00ebri \u2013 tjetrin
deri n\u00eb fund
me etjen e deveve shtatzana\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u00eb prita n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb
si\u00e7 pritet nj\u00eb Zonj\u00eb e Madhe
dhe m\u2019u duk sikur isha aty i ngulur
q\u00eb nga dita e fundit e matur\u00ebs,
me vjersh\u00ebn e par\u00eb t\u00eb dashuris\u00eb n\u00eb xhep.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kisha marr\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebr stacionet e humbura
t\u00eb gjitha pritjet e grave t\u00eb jet\u00ebs sime,
me nj\u00eb bilet\u00eb t\u00eb pagrisur n\u00eb dor\u00eb,
sa nuk dija si ta mbaja at\u00eb mushk\u00ebn e padurimit,
me thundrat tek zemra ime.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kur u ul\u00ebm, mulliri q\u00eb bluan kafen,
filloi t\u00eb rrotullohej vet\u00ebvetiu,
Vrapoi kamarieri q\u00eb u skuq prej turpit ta fikte,
po nuk mund t\u00eb fikej.
L\u00ebre, duhet t\u2019i thoshja, lere,
nuk pushon pa bluar shtat\u00eb mij\u00eb kafet e papira
me k\u00ebt\u00eb grua.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ti nuk e vure dot re,
se si u vesh\u00ebn me avull tej e tej xhamat,
se si u nd\u00ebrrua vet\u00eb n\u00eb sidiplejer muzika,
dhe pastaj ra nj\u00eb \u00e7ast heshtja,
t\u00eb d\u00ebgjohej p\u00eblcitja me fllucka mundimi e ajrit,
tek priste i ngjeshur e i fanepsur pas mureve,
q\u00eb njeri prej nesh ta thoshte fjal\u00ebn e madhe:
T\u00eb dua!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Po ti nuk fole.
Nuk flasin, vet\u00ebm qeshin
grat\u00eb e Jugut,
qeshin dhe pjekin n\u00eb gjinjt\u00eb e tyre nga nj\u00eb portokalle,
pas \u00e7do v\u00ebshtrimi prej burri
.
Nuk dija \u00e7\u2019ti b\u00ebja syt\u00eb
dhe i futa n\u00eb t\u00eb kat\u00ebr vrimat e kom\u00e7\u00ebs s\u00eb tret\u00eb
t\u00eb k\u00ebmish\u00ebs t\u00ebnde q\u00eb qante e ky\u00e7ur,
derisa ti e ndjeve palc\u00eb m\u00eb palc\u00eb d\u00ebsh\u00ebrimin
dhe u mb\u00ebshtete paq tek mendja ime.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Qeshe me nj\u00eb krua gurgullimash
duke rrotulluar t\u00ebr\u00eb kokat e grave t\u00eb tjera nga vetja.
At\u00ebhere, pik\u00ebrisht at\u00ebhere,
d\u00ebgjova ajrin q\u00eb u drodh
dhe ndjeva se si plas\u00ebn n\u00eb tavan tollumbacet e purpurta
t\u00eb orgazmave t\u00eb tyre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
E ndjeva q\u00eb ti ishje e pritura e \u00ebndrrave t\u00eb fshehta
duke i patur brenda t\u00eb gjitha fill e p\u00ebr pe
deri tek buka e grunjt\u00eb dhe kripa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Grua e Jugut, ti ishje shoku dhe malli p\u00ebr motr\u00ebn e vdekur,
Ishje boti me vere n\u00eb dru lisi,
Supi i n\u00ebn\u00ebs, qepa e bardhe, oxhaku i ndezur, djathi,
per\u00ebndim i rubint\u00eb n\u00eb vetull\u00ebn e \u00c7am\u00ebris\u00eb,
shall f\u00ebmije dhe bishti i ketrit,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pastaj t\u00eb pash\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebr gryk\u00eb
si rridhte uji i ftoht\u00eb i Tepelen\u00ebs,
pash\u00eb tymin tim t\u00eb cigares
pas dashuris\u00eb deri deri n\u00eb shkalafitjen e krevatit,
dhe kortink\u00ebn e n\u00ebn\u00ebs n\u00eb dritaren e mall\u00ebngjimit,
dhe Lotin tim p\u00ebr shokun e jet\u00ebs, Viktorin
q\u00eb iku se kish nj\u00eb vrim\u00eb n\u00eb zem\u00ebr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nuk i numuroj dot t\u00eb gjitha:
Nuk do t\u00eb flas p\u00ebr brrylin e Vjos\u00ebs,
ku qan akoma nj\u00eb dashurie humbur,
as p\u00ebr fam\u00ebn e poetit t\u00eb madh
q\u00eb paska q\u00ebn\u00eb e murosur tek urat e supeve t\u00eb tua\u2026
po ti i ke t\u00eb gjitha brenda,
si\u00e7 i ka nj\u00eb grua e Jugut, q\u00eb \u00e7el sa her\u00eb t\u00eb doj\u00eb
me vetull\u00ebn e saj limonat e Mesdheut\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Qenkeshim dashur t\u00ebr\u00eb jet\u00ebn dhe nuk e paskemi ditur,
Ul\u00ebrima ime,
O grua e Jugut!
Tani b\u00ebhu gati p\u00ebr ta pjekur k\u00ebt\u00eb dashuri sublime
Me drit\u00ebn e nj\u00ebmij\u00eb h\u00ebnave t\u00eb majit\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Qenkeshim dashur t\u00ebr\u00eb jet\u00ebn dhe nuk e paskemi ditur,Grua e Jugut,deri dit\u00ebn kur u ul\u00ebn n\u00eb nj\u00eb kafedhe pim\u00eb gll\u00ebnjk\u00eb pas gll\u00ebnjke nj\u00ebri \u2013 tjetrinderi n\u00eb fundme etjen e deveve shtatzana\u2026 T\u00eb prita n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebsi\u00e7 pritet nj\u00eb Zonj\u00eb e Madhedhe m\u2019u duk sikur isha aty i ngulurq\u00eb nga dita e fundit e matur\u00ebs,me vjersh\u00ebn e […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":21371,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[44],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-21370","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-letersi"},"yoast_head":"\n